Well i havent done this in a while

Well i think it is safe to say that most of us wish to be older when we were younger but now that i am and i have to deal with the situations given im not so sure that i actually want to be older.

My job
so much to say...if you know me at all you know i love kids and not in a micheal jackson way.
...anyways...there is this girl who is just sooo precious...she is living in foster care with her 2 brothers. The sad thing is there mother has 4 kids and decided that she would actually keep the 4th child and give up her 1st three kids and 3 out of the 4 have dif dads. I dunno but i get so mad with ppl these days and knowing that i cant do anything about it is sad. i work in childcare so i see all sorts of things:( I just wish i could adopt her i think she just needs a parent like a real one where she can call them mom and dad. i just feel so bad she is such a happy child though always smiles and gives me a hug when i walk in the door and just clings to all of us.

Also there is this family that i so want to be like. They are all sooooo cute. They have a boy and girl and they are all so polite, they never get mad, the brothers and sisters love each other and get along. I can't wait to be a mom. Everyday there mom puts a note in there lunch to just tell them that she loves them howwwwwwwwwww cute.......... On monday the mom told me that if her husband would stop by just to tell him they are all at the grocery store. I want my whole family to go shopping together when im married. its like they do everything together and they get along soooo well. they are like the perfect lil family its too cute.

My life

so i can i just say this is the most exciting thing in my entire life....i get to test drive cars and i jill louise will soon be a proud owner of a car of my own....how exciting....im so happy i cant contain myself i just want to dance lol i dunno.i really hope i get the car i want and that i get it in the color i want..and a sunroof lol :) im sooo excited. i test drove a sunfire, neon and tomorrow a cobalt. i really want the cobalt so cross ur fingers that its a good car and i like driving it.

So on monday i went to my friend seths riverlot for a party it was a good time i havent hung out with those kids in a long time. i miss hanging out with them and kate and lisa...i had the best time when we were with them. that was by far the best summer of my life. i love those guys. im just glad we have kept in touch and that they all still come up to me give me hugs like we never stopped hanging out.....

welp i do believe i need to go do something with my life. i know this may be a shock but i decided to start reading one of the books i wanted to read before i die and it just so happens to be the bible. i just found it while cleaning and i thought it wouldnt hurt....welp im out